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Friday, August 29, 2008

我不知道這是否是她們的新專輯封面。
如果是的話，又是另一個突破。
因爲。。。。

Ella的打歌服是裙子！！！！！

i❤mayday @* 11:14 AM

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I got this website from Jingting's blog.
Pretty cool...

http://hyc.myweb.hinet.net/year/year.htm

鑑定結果您的精神年齡23歲
與您實際年齡差4歲
幼稚度48％
成熟度46％
老化度17％

Alright. At least my childishness still wins! Hees.

i❤mayday @* 10:52 AM

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

YES. I DIDN'T MANAGE TO BLOG ON 20082008. *slaps*
Alright. Some updates.

I went for the Fireworks Festival last Saturday with my dearest PPG and Jeslyn.
GOSH! It's so BEAUTIFUL and SPECTACULAR!

Imagine fireworks above your head. Totally rocks~

Ok. Although I still feel Xi'an's fireworks are much for breathtaking but then I think Singapore did at great job too.

Some photos, taken by Shuhui, I was busy videoing the whole fireworks ceremony and didn't take any. LOLS.

But then it drizzied halfway. Lazy to take out umbrella so continued watching until the end, the drizzle became rain, we took out our umbrella.
And this is what SIEW SHUHUI DID.....

OMG! Look at her! And look at me! I can't face the fact that I've such a crazy friend who puts a plastic bag, supposedly for wet umbrella on her head!
Seriously, she was very proud of what she did~
Tsktsk.

See! There she is again! She so obessessed with this image. Great. Next time I bring pink plastic bag for you ok?

I don't like to take pictures with late queen you know. Forced to do it. Tsk tsk. LOLS!

TADAH~ PPG umbrella our umbrella eh eh eh.....

On the other hand, I shall annonuce myself as a student again.
School has started. ALL lecture for this week except for tomorrow with on Statistics tutorial.

Oh man. The costs of the textbooks are killing me lah. More than $300 for just 4 textbooks! I've only bought one of them which is the accounting one. The others I'm trying to find ways. Don't know how. It seems like nobody have ever studied those texts before! So scary! And I don't know any seniors. That's the worst part. Sadness. Worse come to worse I'll need to buy all the text! And sell it only during next year August when the new batch comes in! SHIT~

See, private school is really meant for the rich!
Even middle class family such as mine finds it tedious financially!

Don't know why. Ever since the start of lesson, or should I say orientation, I have this feeling that I've become a burden for my family! In the past, it's just the monthly allowance that my family will be giving me, whereas the schools fees were still affordable.

Now, it's seems like they are burdened doubly. The expensive school fees, the expensive textbooks each trimenster (I have 3 trimenster per year), and the monthly allowance, plus I'm still having guitar lessons. Really really, if I were just to be smarter and luckier, could all these have been reduced?

自作孽
I should say.
A burden for my family for 21 years if you were to extend it all the way till I finish my Bachelor. A BIG BURDEN. Financially.

Trying to find a part time job. But then will any place accept a part timer that can only work for 1 or 2 days or less than 4hours each day? I don't know.
Give tuition. But I cannot really imagine myself teaching. I think I might be dumbfolded by some of the questions that the kids might give to me. That will be so unprofessional!

Everytime when money comes to my mind, I'll feel so sorry.
Maybe a lot of people will say, study hard now, repay your sisters and parents when you start to work.

I hope so too.

And I should spend less. Really.
From now on, those who will be going out with me, it's either you pay for me, or we eat at coffee shop or kopitiam ok!
Serious hor, no joking.

i❤mayday @* 12:58 PM

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Friday was my last day of work.
Other than usual greetings of "All the best!", I've this comment from my manager to "不要再看明星了" and concentrate on your studies.

Alright. This is not the very first time that they are telling me this.
Seriously, if it weren't due to respect, I'll definitely flare up on this comment.
Not that I'm insane and disallow people comment on my idols but, seriously, I just dislike people saying that my results are like that because I 追星.

Can I just bring out the facts to everyone.
The result of my A's results was due to many factors.

Firstly, of course it was myself that didn't have the mentality to study. Remember? I gave up on the very first year of JC. It wasn't my cup of tea. Not that I've never tried. But I really dislike the teachings and all.
Alright. This brings you to the 2nd factor, environment.
Ok, I shouldn't say that the school doesn't have a great environment for studies, but, the atmosphere is always so wrong.
That leads you to the 3rd factor, company.
When people around you doesn't seem like to be caring about work and studies, that's the results. More than half of my class couldn't get a place in local university.
4th factor, being the first batch to be in the new scheme is really so bullshit. Tutors don't know what expectations and all, making me really confused. So should I study the old stuffs or the new stuffs that you don't know which will be exact.

Alright. I know. People will start saying that I'm blaming and blaming again. Why of schoolmates can do so well you can't. Blah blah blah... All those bullshits.

Should I just say that I'm stupid, that's all. And it will shut everybody up and stop depriving my entertainments that can actually make me feel relief!?

WTF.

Different people have different ways of adaptation. Can't I just be the abnormal ones that can't adapt so quickly? When I was just about to adapt, it's the end already.

So I'm learning isn't it? My new phase of life, I must make myself adapt to it as soon as possible. Because I'm having that mere 2 years again.

Anyway, it's none of their business when I'm out of the office. Of course, unless to those that I'm still keeping in contact with.

My mum is another one depriving my freedom.
While I was telling her that I'm going out on Saturday, she commented why I'm going everyday. And I should stop this behaviour when school starts.
WTH.
Where is the everyday. Can she define the everyday!?
I'm going out to work everyday. But I'm not going out for life like everyday!
She can comment that I use the laptop everyday. I won't deny please. And I know I should stop this addiction when school starts, but where's the going out everyday!?
WTF WTF WTF.

Irritated.
So I should shut myself in my room to study everyday when school starts right!?
Yes. I certainly should.
And no entertainment, no going out, no using of handphones, maybe soon... no life.
You'll see me dead.
Great.
What a way.
Spiderwebs starts forming around me.
Oh. Add in a no eating. Maybe I can lose weight like this! EVEN BETTER.

i❤mayday @* 12:25 PM

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

《黑糖群俠傳》不錯看哦~
滿好笑的，又蠻白痴+笨的。
而且演員們的演技進步了許多。
可是，令狐聰好像要和任瑩瑩在一起了。
不要。明明就和見寧師妹是很可愛的一對啊~
算了。郭敬和見寧看起來好像也不錯。

喜歡王子唱的片尾曲《對不起》。

i❤mayday @* 3:29 PM

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

EMO-iness.
Nothing to do at work.
Have to resort to blogging.
Gosh.
How worst can it go?
MA DE.

Anyway, caught Money Not Enough 2 last night.
DAMN.
It's SO NICEEEE...
It's a movie that make you really reflect on yourself and what are you actually doing to your elders now!
If you're not a single touched by this movie, I've only have 2 conclusion.

1) You have such a great and wonderful life that those things doesn't really happen in reality to you.
2) You are a heartless freak!!!!

I just love this kind of Jack Neo production.
Realistic and really so Singapore.
They are reality happening around you here, not some over dramatic movie.
Alright. Though his movies had been about this genre ever since the start, but to me, Jack Neo never failed to touched me every single time!

Director Neo, good job man!
Maybe you can stop all those ahlong ideas drama and concentrate on such thought-provoking movies.

However, I personally feel that you can skip watching it if you don't understand hokkien.
Cos 95% of the movie is in this dialect.
So, maybe you'll have to chase after the subtitles if you can't understand hokkien, which is sometimes quite annoying i know.
And some meaning just changes when they are translated.
For example, jokes with inner meanings. LOLS~

But still, it's a must watch!

catch it if you have the time!!

i❤mayday @* 5:11 PM

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Saturday, August 09, 2008

Omarion - O

i like this song.
heard it quite some time ago when i watched 模范棒棒堂and小祿sang it.
however, i'm unable to embed Omarion's version of O from youtube.
disabled. ):

nevermind.
let me show you 小祿's version since he's the one who "introduced" me to this song.
hees.

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Another nice song!

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I FOUND OMARION'S O!
MUAHAHAS~

i❤mayday @* 10:43 PM

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I want to blog on 080808
but apparently, i missed the day as i have to attend my cousin's solemnising ceremony at night and it's 12am when i'm ready to on my laptop again.
so, forget it!

therefore, i'm here blogging at 090808.
National Day. quite meaningless other than this birthday of my country.
RAHH.

ok.
i'm aiming to blog on 20082008
please remind me.

life is nothing but go to work and come back home and sleep.
lols.
haven't been going to the gym for like 4 weeks?
i'm fat.
i think i gained more than 10kg.
omg. maybe i'm 80kg now!?
ok. great.
i seriously think so.

end of crap.

i❤mayday @* 9:31 PM

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Sunday, August 03, 2008

昨晚是蘇打綠的《陪我歌唱》新加坡演唱會。

想了一夜，要怎麽形容這場演唱會；想到淩晨3點ok。

雖然普普的演唱會我也沒有很high，但我也沒有遺憾，而且覺得心情好象放鬆了似的。

演唱會一些些的綜藝；因爲吳教授（主唱吳青峰自稱）的嘴真的停不下來。

笑點和冷點參雜得有些讓我很無言~

但是不知道爲什麽，回家好像有領悟什麽似的。

我對我的感受的結論：
因爲我出席了一場純音樂的演唱會。
對，純音樂。
這點可能就是蘇打綠音樂能感動很多人的原因吧。

仔細的觀察下，其實會發現，蘇打綠用的都是純樂器演奏出來的音樂。也就是說，他們的音樂是沒有經過加工的；沒有外加混音，也沒有外加配樂。

就一把電吉他，一把木吉他，一把bass，一組爵士鼓，一架鋼琴或電子琴還有一把小提琴，切切實實地把自己的音樂演奏出來。除了某些歌曲有管弦樂的襯托，好像就只有這樣。

噢對！還有一把真的很厲害的嗓子（若忘了說這個應該會被某人鎚死）hahas~!

或許這就是跟以往我去過的演唱會不同之処吧！很舒服。
也是很少見的一種演唱會方式。

但是，如果有一天陳先生變得像吳教授這樣的話，我應該會招架不住吧~
不行不行~！
兩個樂團有各自的風格不能相提並論。

音樂真的不需要隨著趨向主流市場才會賣。
有時候最單純的音樂可能才是我們現在欠缺的。

蘇打綠加油~

P.S.：不過我還是比較習慣那五個大台客搖滾樂手的演唱會~ 歹勢啦！

i❤mayday @* 6:55 PM

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Saturday, August 02, 2008

除了愛情
作詞：黃舒駿　作曲：Jim

LOVE CAN SAVE YOU AND LOVE CAN BREAK YOU
愛是你戒不掉的癮　
今天在天堂裡勾引你明天把你推入地獄
不管你聰不聰明　浪漫或理性　
寂寞難耐是天敵

讓我們走出悲情　勇敢的尋尋覓覓
戀愛時盡心盡力　結果交給上帝
讓我們大智若愚　愛只是認命而已
你發現除了愛情　這世界所剩無幾
這世界不再有意義

My dear girl,

Sorry for not being able to express myself last night, because I really don't know what to say.
And probably, for what I've said seem meaningless to you.
Sorry for only being able to listen.

However, I know no matter what I say now, no matter what I do now, your scar will never heal.
No point telling you now, "Oh! I've seen through her ages ago!".
So what, I didn't dare to warn you. Cos I know, love made you blind.

Like you said, everything was planned and you grew up.
It was planned by God for her to step into your life.
For her to let you realise the cruelty of love.
For her to let you know there are better choices out there.
For her to let you know how much your friends and siblings can do to protect you.

I'm at fault too.
Remember the day when you asked me, if you have a girlfriend rather than a boyfriend how would I feel?
I told you, it's ok. go ahead and try.
Yes. I said that.
I'm stupid to have not say, NO.
Or probably my answer weren't any important at that time? You will still fall in?

Somehow, you know, seriously, I smiled when I know she left you.
I was relieved when I know you ended with her.
局外者清。当局者迷.
This phrase wasn't used for nothing.

From our conversation last night,
you're still protecting her
you still can't face the fact that it was a total lie ever since the start of the relationship
you still believed that she tried to love you
you still believe that she loved you
you didn't know that that wasn't any love of hers
you didnt know that you are the only one trying to love her
you just could know accept everything was just a false front for the past 3 months!

I really don't know what to say cos to speak of experience, ha! I never even have once.
Ya, and probably I am not in a good position to comment because I probably don't know anything.

But as a friend, I can only tell you.

DON'T PROTECT HER ANYMORE
WAKE UP
理智一点
SETTLE WHATEVER BULLSHIT THAT'S LEFT OVER AND
BE YOURSELF ONCE AGAIN~

I know all these take time.
I'm watching. And don't be afraid to ask me to help you.
Because I want the usual you and laughter once again.

i❤mayday @* 12:07 PM

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